Be honest. It is a motor for my life now.
I have made a lot of mistakes and those mistakes have come from when I tried to find some short-cut.
After then, I want to be strict about the rules. At least, I want to keep the boundaries. Still, I search easy method to achieve my goal.
At the same time, I recognize that if I find something more easy way, it costs another things. Yes, it comes back in other way.
When I was young, my English teacher lied about her-self a lot. The reason I knew she was lying because my mama was one of her old friends. I was sad she was lying to us. She lied about not just her-self but her family. It was because she wanted to hide her-self from people to know about her poor past.
But we knew she was lying – even my friends relatively didn’t know about her than me. Although we were young, we knew this human being is not honest to us. After realizing she was not true to us, We didn’t believe her.
Though she taught English very well, we didn’t believe her as a teacher too. Consequence of not being honest costs like this.
Even I do my best in some part, people won’t believe me even I have done my best if I am not sincere to them. Many of succeeded people who disguised themselves with schemes, even though they achieve their goal, they are not satisfied with it. Moreover, even they reach the goal, they are not as they wanted to be.
I don’t want to be like this when I achieve my goal. I prefer not to find the short-cut. Being honest to not my-self but others would be really hard and take the time to do it. Sometimes, it is more easy to hide my-self and follow the main streams. But I don’t want to be the person most people are. I am just me. I want to be the person as I am when I reach my goal someday.